I don’t know how it can be happened to me. There’s a lot of people who have many problems but they’re pretending that everything is alright, although I know that they have problems. But don’t know why, I can’t be like that. I can’t hide all was happening to me or my feelings. I don’t know, whether its right or wrong. I just wanna tell somebody about my situation, my feelings or other. Eventhough, she/he will respect or not. Because just with tell it, I will feel more comfortable.
Then, what story that I want to share.
It is about the unpredictable things that happened to me. Do you ever fall in love with somebody and then he/she didn’t love you? And in other side, there’s somebody who in love with you but you want to be just a friend with him/her?
Well, I hope you understand what I mean, its very confusing me when it happened unpredictable.
I have a friend and I called him as my trigger to do all works, though, I have known him for short time. Just to be my trigger and I know that he just call me as his friend. But suddenly, in the same time, there are 2 my friends who I feel that he want to be closed to me. The first, is my old friend. Well, he is a friend when I was sit on elementary school and we never meet again as long as ten years, but he always keep contact with me. The second one, is not my old friend, he’s the new one. It same with the first, always keep contact with me. Both of them never told me about their feelings, but yeaa I know that, haha. . .
And you must remember that I never have feelings like them, I don’t know why but I just comfort if I together my trigger.
I want to tell it to them but I know that I will hurting them. I feel very annoying with them, I just want to apathy and runaway. But, I can’t, it is the problem that must I face it. If they are my trigger, oh with very pleasant I will accept him. Haha..
So. Can you help me? Do you know what must I do? Tell me please, really hope your feedback.

^somebody who confusing :)^